Tuesday, 18 December 2012

gaining perspective

"You lose sight of things & when you travel, everything balances out"


 It sucks so much when you pour all your time and mind energy into someone or something that doesn't actually "love" in return.  Have you ever pushed for something, changed for someone or put your own goals/reality aside to get what you [think] you want?  You actually lose sight of yourself (blinded by love i think is what people call it).  Then you wake the f*ck up and realize it wasn't love after all just a very foggy distraction to keep you from doing and being what and who you are.  Eventually you find love in a natural, wasn't looking for it kind of way.  That waking up part, that is the balance that comes while traveling.  You start seeing your life, the life of others, and the world in a larger perspective.  


Recently, I had the great pleasure of  rafting the Mighty Clarence River.  This trip was 10 days long, 8 of which were spent on the river or on the rivers edge.  The trip was hosted by Sanna and Ellis Emmett, 2 people that actually showed me the meaning of quote.  They took 22 people (strangers for the most part), put us in 5 rafts with loads of gear, and we paddled from Hanmer Springs to Kaikoura, which I believe is just over 200 kilometers.  There were parts of this trip that were very VERY new experiences for me, and people of all ages that in a million years I would have never met if it weren't for this.  After 8 days though, I had a new family and my comfort zone was pushed to the edge in more ways than one.  

To give a very quick overview of trip:  white water, fresh water fishing, fire dancing (yes, uncoordinated jessica), participating in dance competitions, and non-talent shows, cliff jumping, outdoors cooking, sleeping in bush and broom (a very unfortunate pricklery weed), bathing in the stream, sharing the most intimate stories, eating LOADS of chocolate, waking up in the most beautiful and serene settings, sharing my tent with lying cheating englishmen, hanging with Aussies, eating stew in at least 12 different forms, learning photography, participating in and watching photo shoots, waxing (enough said), learning from beautiful spirits, oh God the list does go on and on.  22 very different people, taken from their natural lives (losing sight) and put together for a trip (travel) every personality working together (balance) to create once in a life time experiences.

Life, Travel, Love, and um.... rafting?  
Steve, Jose, Jarmo, Ellis, Hans, Kayla, Toby, Brent, Shirley, Daryl, Kirsti, Victoria, Bernie, Harry, Brendan, Jojo, Colin, Tim, Babbet, Stefan, and Royce gave meaning to the words above.  


Saturday, 15 December 2012

you and me, we are living



"In the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul. With all its shams, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy." - Max Ehrmann



My heart and head are finding a way.  It makes me feel very special to have this journey and these travels in my life, but it makes me feel even special-er knowing I have you back home supporting me, praying for me, and sending your love every day.  It is with this energy, I am able to live the freedom I am living, because you are always there, you have always been there, and will always be there to share with, and to count on.  I hope you will always feel the same about my love for you, my support for you, and my thoughts that are always with you.

Today I got in the car with a new friend.   She picked me up; we had 2 surfboards in the car, Jack Johnson playing on the ipod, with windows down we were driving to a beautiful sunset surf session.  This was around 6 p.m.

Nine hours previous I was practicing Yoga from one of the most beautiful Yogi's I have the privilege of learning from and in between Yoga and Sunset Surf ~beach, surf, coffee, 4 mile walk, and a moderate Spanish Lesson.~

Driving home at 9:30 p.m. and completely knackered from the day I was beneath a vibrant Pink and Purple sky smiling for you.

Life moves so so very fast.  Can you believe it is Christmas in just 10 days?  Can you stop for a moment and just breathe, take in where you are in your own life and say Thank You for what you are doing.

Feeling absolutely loved and blessed, I pray you do to!

xx
j


Tuesday, 20 November 2012

celebrate



“Don't Gain The World & Lose Your Soul, Wisdom Is Better Than Silver Or Gold.” 
 Bob Marley

Monday, 12 November 2012

Poop Shoe & Glow Worm


Around 1 a.m. as I looked around at the sorts dancing about me, I realized that 2 months into this venture of New Zealand, I have committed to the promise to “never stop moving my feet”

I am so grateful for so many people even on the other side.  Tuesday the 6th was my birthday, but I stopped counting years a few years ago.  And for that I am glad because I’ve never felt younger, fresher, or happier.  It’s definitely true that you are only as old as you feel, and I feel better than I did at 24.

November 5th is the English Holiday bonfire night.  It is in celebration of a man who tried to blow up Parliament, they stopped him and burned him on a stake.  Kind of gruesome, but it allows New Zealanders to purchase fireworks for 3 days.  Since I’m a huge fan birthday weekend started great with fireworks, pizza, beer, and chocolate.  Waking up Tuesday morning, my “family” made a pancake, bacon and icecream breakfast and Tuesday afternoon I set off on a tramp to Mt. Pirongia.

Sunday, November 3rd, I woke up feeling a little church time… really missing my Seacoast Family.  I walked up to a little church called Surfside and as soon as I walked in Janet, the Pastor’s wife came right up to introduce herself and tell me a little about their church.  Raglan is such a tiny little town, so everyone knows who is new.  It was a small group, but beautiful all the same.  We song worship songs, watched a video about the ‘Sistas’ conference that took place in Auckland, and celebrated the going away of two Surfside members.  One of those people was an 85 year old elderly women who had been attending Surfside since 1986 she was sitting next to me during service, I could feel love, power, and God’s energy all around her.  She was smiling all service despite having to leave this group of people, she accepted some flowers, and a blessing, and gave a Thank You speech despite the fact that she has been serving them for years.   After service the Pastor introduced himself to me and commented on the fact that they don’t have tons of backpackers who just pop in, but today they had two, myself and another American girl from North Carolina.  He introduced Danni & I and we had a good laugh about randomly feeling the draw to Church this morning.   A few things fell into place quite quickly between Surfside, Danni, & I, we had met for a reason.  That reason became apparent almost immediately, eventually leading to new friendships, a wicked week in Raglan, and a (secret) plane ride home for Danni to see her family in December.  Taking a trip to the beach we chatted about travel and life and all those things random travelers have to share.  She is staying at The FarmStay a real cool spot up the road that is turning into an accommodation.  Quite randomly Danni, and I, and a couple of the other FarmStay girls, Sandy, and Fran decided to take the Mt.Pirognia tramp and I could not have asked for a better way to celebrate another year gone by!

Leaving around 3 p.m. on Tuesday, we clearly had no idea the intensity of a “trail” we were about to get into.  Starting what we thought might be a couple hours to the hut, at 5:30, we heaved our proper bags with camping gear up the Mountain.  Three hours in and right at Sunset we came to a huge opening for a perfect view.  Sitting down for a some drinks and a cheers, and after three hours of laughing (poopshoe) losing shoes in the mud, falling, and lots of background story, not to mention climbing over, under, and through trees to get there.  The hut could only be another 20 minutes away and it was time to set camp for the night.  5 meteres later a little yellow arrow pointing to Pirongia hut was labeled 3 hours.  We about died of confusion and exhaustion.  Nothing to do at that point but keep going forward as these tracks aren’t really tracks and the “wide open space” in which we watched sunSET was not large enough or remotely flat enough for a tent or 4 people.  45 minutes in and just about pitch black we ran into a nice flat square space with a little bench, big enough and open enough THANFULLY to set camp.  I called it the idiots camping spot, obviously we weren’t the first to make this mistake.   Pasta & Wine for dinner, and TamTams and Whitakers for desert, the beauty of birthday celebrations.  Waking at 5 a.m. for Sunrise and instant coffee we stayed curl in our individual sleeping bags and hopped outside to take it all.  In light the situation looked a tiny different, this “idiots” camping space was actually a helicopter landing pad something you of course find on top of every mountain.  Thank God for it though because the rest of the hike would have been impossible in the dark.

“It’s not about the destination, but the journey along the way.”   Mt. Pirognia summit is one of the most sought after summits in the North Island.  The view from the top lookout is breathtaking.  However, I can say with no doubt that climbing trees, swinging limbs, Gin&Juice breaks, and making the trip with 3 people I will never forget is worth more than any view will ever offer. 

An (almost) 18 lb. Snapper was my pride and joy this week, (actually weighed in at 17.5).  Dan took me out on his boat in the Raglan Harbor to try a hand at local fishing.  At 6:30 a.m. we set out, and by 1 p.m. the boat was loaded, and I’ve found another new hobby.  Snapper, Gurnards, and Kawaii are the fish we kept.  The 7 small sharks, and one that measured between 1 and 2 meters went right back where they came from.  As we trolled and headed inland, yet another magical thing happened.  4 Maui Dolphins came to play.  They hung out with us and the boat, close enough to dip my legs in and they would come touch them with their fins.  These playful sweet creatures are going extinct very quickly.  An estimated 55 are left lingering around New Zealands West Coast.  Salty, hot, and fishy I felt incredibly blessed to be able to share the water with them.  Sitting on a boat in the Ocean with 4 of the most rare species is a mind freeing experience.  The air becomes that much fresher, the light that much brighter, and life that much sweeter. :):):)






Feeling sore, but ready I along with 5 others finally took the Karioi summit on Saturday Morning.  A much shorter, but still decent tramp, Karioi is the Mountain I watch the Sun Set over every single night here in Raglan.  By Saturday night my birthday week was coming to an end.  Finished it out with a bonfire and party up at Chris’ FarmStay with a large group of locals and travelers.   The mood was something I can’t really tell about, it was good vibes, good people, good dance, and just good to be around. 

Around 1 a.m. as I looked around at the sorts dancing about me, I realized that 2 months into this venture of New Zealand, I have committed to the promise to “never stop moving my feet”
 

Monday, 29 October 2012

Mary mary quite contrary

how does your garden grow....


The past 2 weeks have been much more insightful rather than eventful, so I find sharing personal thoughts a little more challenging.

Stem, Bush Walk, Wanui Reserve

Mushrooms, Bush Walk, Wanui Reserve

Spring Flowers, Bush Walk, Wanui Reserve

Weather in Raglan is finally warming...ahhh summer time again :D  I've got a job at a little cafe and it's a rather nice way to meet locals and make friends.  My nannying position with the family has turned into a 3 day a week thing, but I'm rather fond of little Anabelle, so it's quite good.  Over the weekend while the sun was really shining Leanna and I took a two person kayak with Anabelle over to a place called pancake rocks.  It's quite a row across and up the harbor and it felt so good to be out on the water.  It gets its name from the way the large flat rocks form and stack on top of each other creating islands of rock where maybe a tree grows on top.  Real cool looking, we explored a remote beach with black sands, and some little caves as well.  The water at high tide in the harbor rolls so slow and smooth and the view from the kayak is surreal.  One direction you have Pancake Rocks, the other mountains and pastored land, behind us was town, and to the left the Ocean.  Even baby Anabelle was put to ease, we all paddled along and enjoyed fresh warm air, feeling the summer time rolling in.   (There are tons of pictures, but not on my camera so one of these days I will upload for viewing. ) We also took advantage of Mr. Sun by planting an herb garden outside of the house.  We got basil, mint, lemon mint, rosemary, dill, chives, corriander, and perhaps a few others, should be real nice for cooking with soon.

 Anabelle helping us garden

 Blackbird on garden fence

 Nugget and Belle

 Nugget

 Nugget & Belle

Speaking of cooking it's become a small obsession.  Although I've always enjoyed cooking some, having access to tons of good produce and herbs, and also meat (Leanna's step father owns a cattle farm), plus lots and lots of time to do whatever I want with, I find myself experimenting daily in the kitchen.  I've done a lemon, ginger, garlic roasted chicken,  a beet, mandarin, and almond salad,  Meat pie, which is basically a beef vegetable stew poured into and covered by pastry crust (yum!) Corned Beef and Cabbage, Oatmeal Raisin Cookies,  Pickled some carrots, garlic, asparagus, cucumbers, and onions.  Then for my two favorite homemade treats........ bloody mary mix completely from scratch as there is no such thing as a good bloody mary in NZ, ANNNNND gluten free muffins made with the left over pulp from juicing.  Sounds weird, but pretty sure I've created a baking masterpiece.  Goes to show that not all baking has to be full of sugars and flowers to taste good.  Juicing is sort of part of this cooking habit that the family has also taken on.  We use everything from beets, to apples, ginger, garlic, carrots, and celery.  And all that weird stuff that fills your juicer makes an amazing healthy snack... who knew?!  If you actually read this blog and are interested in any of those concoctions, let me know Jmae016@yahoo.com I'd be happy to share.  * Book to Read Barbara Kingsolver- Animal, Vegetable, Miracle

 Meat & Pastry Pie

 pickled veg, bloody mix, pulp muffins


As part of this insightful period I am training for a 16 mile mini marathon, which we will run in Tongariro National Park on January 26th.  The training has been good: runs, jogs, cross training with bike rides, yoga, kayak, surf, and even zumba, gives me motivation not to mention solid daily work outs.  You want to run a marathon or just need some tips to get going, again let me know, laugh as you may if you had asked me a year ago if this is something I would have ever tried to do I may have said perhaps, but being honest there is no way in hell.  It's not too hard once you break it down into a daily thing.

Also, there are a ton of really exciting things happening with friends & family back home.  With wedding planning, and engagements, to new babies, new jobs, and figuring out your life long dreams,  I want to say congratulations!  It is real hard being a million miles away, I want to give you a hug, tell you that I love you <3  Keep on keeping on.  As much fun as it is out here, I wish you that much more wherever you are.

Cheers


Wednesday, 17 October 2012

Change.Is.Good



"It is one
thing
to welcome change
and another thing to
fully
embrace it."

-christine caine



Monday, 15 October 2012

What do you call a goat that lip-syncs?

Today. Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Billy-Vanilli


Peanut is a goat who lives across the street on the hillside of a mans house, today he decided to say hi to me, so I snapped a picture.  I think he liked it because then he started sauntering around the road and posing for me.  Meet Peanut:




Hard to see, but Peanut is sliding face first down hill. Show Off



Friday, 12 October 2012

Waitomo Caves Abseil, Raft, Climb











I was born a rambling man, trying to make a living doing the best I can


Friday, October 12, 2012

I am still just seeing, barely scraping ideas of it.   There is a lot of alone time, which is real hard, but i think it's good.  I’ve spent money quickly, don't really know where it goes, but i think once it's gone that will be a good thing as well.  You don’t need things or possessions that is one thing i have learned extremely well.  And by possessions I don’t mean ipods,  7 outfits, makeup, books, I mean you don’t really need anything besides some good water, and food, and your health, your health is very very important.  The travel/ get out of your own little tiny life world is fucking amazing, people from all over the world with the same spirit and same mentality, but with different looks, language, and up-bringing.  Everyone is themselves and only themselves and in some sort of weird community all help each other and have a sort of understanding because you are all out doing the same damn wanderings. That’s pretty cool.  I know this too is easier said then done, just live, do what makes you happy. JUST LIVE. I ate a cheese and bread sandwich after caving the other day and let me tell you it was the best cheese and bread I may have ever had (for those of you who don’t know, I don’t eat lots of dairy or lots of bread) Everything that i'd done that day was so mind blowing, physically and mentally that it made eating a simple piece of bread wrapped around cheese perfect.  We were sopping wet, freezing cold, and a little grimy.  After peeling off layers of overall wetsuits, cutoff, holey sweats, horribly nasty socks, zipped up jackets, sweaty helmets, gum boots, and harnesses. Bread and cheese was like ice cream in a hot tub after a 5 hour work out. 




Try to let go of a state of catching up.  Try to just be.  Cheer up, smile, go for a walk, and let it all in.  The reason I can say this so easily now and only after one month is because I have met people who literally have nothing.  They started to “travel” just like me.  With a home and comfort zone behind them, they had bags packed and were doing fine.  And then they stayed too long or ran out of money, some people even had everything stolen.  Still somehow they managed, they are still here.  They sold what was left, they found work, hitched, borrowed, and it works.  It really does work.  These people are not “bums, or hippies, or gypsies” they are just people living breathing, moving from day in and day out, and they are some of the happiest, most beautiful, insightful people I have ever met.

So keep smiling, and never stop moving your feet.

HAPPY ONE MONTH NEW ZEALAND!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, October 11, 2012

“It’s not about the things you check off your to do list, or about accomplishing everything you may have wanted, it’s the time you take to enjoy what is being done…..” ~ hot tub French dude, Raglan NZ


HAPPY ONE MONTH NEW ZEALAND!!!!!!!!!!

Day Trips are a must, especially when they turn into night trips


Sunday, October 7, 2012

“Life is what is happening when you are busy making plans.”
 



Alban, Radim, Eliza Road trip to Kawhia
                                                  

Gray cold and windy
Cloudy skies


Life is what was happening all weekend. 

Raglan moves slow, yet time here seems to go by so quickly.   Joined a small yoga group taught by Ani, she is a beautiful soul, and the class is great.  Also, taking on some extra curricular working out, circuit training class with Lisa (kicked my ass) and some daily runs. 

Saturday evening Sally, Johnny, Eliza, Radim, Alban, Filippa, and I drove to Kawhia.  Supposedly this is where “hot water pools” are found.  It was of course wet and rainy spring day, so after searching the cold and windy beach for these “hot pools” with no luck, we found some local fish n’ chips and had a car picnic.  This might not sound fun, but squashed together eating greasy ass food with people you’ve just spent maybe a total 36 hours with is quite funny, even more humerous is the 4 of us who actually decided “camping” was a good idea.  Saying farewell to friends, the rest of us drove back to the beach and again searched for the “hot pools,” again no luck.   Soooo setting up camp-per Van with wine, chocolate, and a deck of cards we waited out the night.  Waking up super cramped again we searched, and searched, dug in the sand, felt the ground, drown in cold waves, and found nothing. 

Tomorrow I move in with a family, Dan, Leanna, and baby Annabelle.  I will be taking care of Annabelle on Tuesdays and Thursdays and staying at their house.  Also, going caving in Waitomo and Black water rafting. J J J

Wow, how fast Raglan takes you in.

international food festivals


Thursday, October 4, 2012

Rain Rain Go Away Come Again Another Day.  I’ve been rained out of camp, not just a little rain, but windstorm rain, every night that took away my spirit from my peaceful days.  So I packed camp and headed back to Raglan Backpackers.  Traveling is expensive and living in a backpackers, albeit the great experience, gets pricey.  Remember I told you about the Suze though, one of the owners, well her other is a man named Tim.  They run the backpackers together, and they live just 5 or kilometers away, there is a thing called “working for accommodation” that is quite a simple idea, and works very well in New Zealand.  Unfortunately, work at the backpackers this time of year is slim, so Tim went out of his way to find me enough odd jobs around their home, and the backpackers to allow me to board for the week.  

Beautiful people in this place Raglan.



Potluck in the making

Preparing Dishes

Full plates of well just about everything

And feast
Pizza dough rising
Toppings added

Cooking

Sally and Jessica Home Made Pies

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